I'm just a girl with a dream...

I was twelve when I bought my first guitar, that was... uhhh... a few years ago... lol...

I live, breathe, eat & sleep music. I'm not all that good at it, but I've done pretty good with three chords and the truth. There have been many times where I wanted to throw the guitar out the window and dump all four of my Cd's in the trash can, but... for some reason, I just can't.

This is probably the hardest career I could have chosen, but I guess when it's in your blood, you don't get much of a choice. Besides, I used to think I was invincible and that no one could stop me and I'd be rich and famous by the time I turned 24... whoops.... guess I'm not invincible at all. Gulp.

I've been very distant in my career, never letting my fans truly see me for who I am - a real life person (gasp!). I mean, it's a hard balance (and I'm not even famous) to keep your professional and personal life separate from the world. It's not like there's anything different in my life compared to everyone else, right? So what's the big deal? I get up and put my jeans on the same way as you, I struggle with every day things like getting the laundry done and bathroom cleaned. I have been in shitty relationships and I've been in awesome relationships and am still looking for that "one" who fits just right in my life, or fits my life again? lol. You see, I'm just like everyone else, maybe still hung up on the past. Human, damn. I'm human? Damn. Reality can hurt sometimes, geeeezzzzz. *wink*

Any which way you cut it, I'm a girl. A writer of songs. A dreamer. I'm not all that good at any one thing, but I do try... I dream big... and then... I dream bigger.